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my brand of heroin

if you think you know me...read my blog and think again
Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you

eternal beauty

an ordinary girl with a super extraordinary life
i party till dawn
i do whatever i want
and all because...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

love till death

*my friends
*sleeping in
*vanilla ice cream
*walking in the rain
*racing
*and so many other things


loath

*people telling me what to do
*waking early on weekends
*the place i live in


dream about

*meet prince charming
*go to Taiwan already
*wisdom, knowledge & talent
*friends forever
*win the lottery


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my lullaby

Juro Que Te Amo (CDS) - David Bisbal-www.Bajandoalbums.com

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

reality bites

Life sucks big time. and right now i know it better that anyone.

i feel like i'm about to go crazy at any moment.

if anyone needs advice on how to screw-up his/her life for good just come too me.

as if my life wasn't complicated enough at the moment, last Thursday i found out that i completly ruined my future. the moment i got the news it felt like my entire world crushed down before my eyes. i fucked up everything like i never though i could.
and the worst thing is i cannot talk to anybody about it. not my brother, not my best friend and mostly not my parents. it would kill them if they ever find out(not to mention they would kill me first). i've always been the perfect kid with the perfect grades at school and always on my best behaivour. if they happen to ever find out the mess i'm in right now they'll just be disapponted. how did i end up in this situation is beyond my understanding.

on Thusday i might get a chance to at least try to mend some of the mess. but if it doesn't work it's gonna take me at least 2-3 years to fix things.

and you know what's funny? the fact that i have nobody to blame but myself.

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